just heard that Vince and Sam won the amazing race asia 3, OH GOSH!!!
i hate them to the max already for causing Malaysia's Henry and Berny's elimination, now some more rampas the champion away from Ida and Tania.
seriously, making my mood so much worst.

so yesterday finally had my law paper, sucks like shit!!!
i cried in sean's car after he picked me up after my exam, couldnt control my tears from rolling down my cheek.
poor baby, he must be shocked beside me seeing me broke down and cry out of a sudden.

i was stoned during the exam for few times, books and papers keep dropping to the floor already pissed me enough and dont even mention those questions.
for the very first time i was so pissed at the unit coordinator, its all because of her!

i know there's no point crying over spilled milk and all, but i really couldnt stand all these frustration inside me anymore.
we're the first batch of students to have 5 more short answer questions other than the existing 3 long essays, and guess what, we still only get 3 hours of exam time like how those seniors did when they only have to finish the 3 long essays.
so actually what they want from us?
we being students are all trying to fight to the max studying so hard to get higher marks, but they're doing all kinds of things to stop us from achieving that? insane i tell you!

the whole point of open book didnt help at all, those notes that i pandai pandai made also useless.
not to say useless, should say dont even have enough time for us to flip through and find.
the time given to us, was all being used on writing.
if we spend time searching through notes for a better answer, we wont have time left to even write those correct answer down.
now you tell me how am i not gonna be pissed!!
its like you have all the knowledge in ur head but you didnt have a chance to show that you know, then what's the fucking point of having an exam in the beginning?!

Cupid...

"In Roman mythology, Cupid (Latin cupido) is the god of erotic love and beauty. He is also known by another one of his Latin names, Amor (cognate with Kama).

In popular culture Cupid is frequently shown shooting his bow to inspire romantic love, often as an icon of Valentine's Day."

by Wikipedia

To me, cupid does help many couples to be together, to make them love and treasure each other..

By clearing any sorts of misunderstanding between two lovers.

By creating chances for confession of love.

By giving hope to the two persons that are suppose to be with each other.

By spending times thinking what will make the best out of the couple.

By solving all the arguments and quarrels between the two.

By doing anything and everything,

to make sure the two be with each other forever.

But...

Have anyone ever thought of who will be cupid's cupid?

What will happen if cupid need someone else too for themselves?

What if cupid feel lonely?

Are there anyone that are willing to listen to what cupid really wants?

How much time are there left for cupid to deal with their own problems?

What if, nobody ever will understand and remember how much cupid sacrifice?

The truth is...

Cupid is always being forgotten after everything,

after so many time and efforts being spent on the two persons,

just to help them wholeheartedly without asking anything in return.

This brought me to tears today,

after the same thing happening again and again and again...

At the end of the day,

I'm left with tons of works for no reason.

HALO halo everyone! i've been lacking off again have i? =p

its kinda scary that my final exams are approaching and yet im not really well prepared, sigh im just so lazy that i only wanna hang out with my bf everyday without doing anything...

went to jogoya for buffet late lunch yesterday, had a great time catching up with hsiang chun and i hsuan along in the food paradise! we had so much food that i was so full until i didnt even feel like having my dinner, haha. went to watch madagascar too, woohoo~~ i love MELMAN, lol. it has ross in it, & i just L.O.V.E 'friends' oh-so-much..

oh ya, i fell down too at i hsuan's house! hehehe, is that one of my recent updates as well?! XD now my palm and my whole left arm hurts, sobbie...

i think this is the random-est post ever that i had written in my blog, maybe its because im having headache right now. signing off anyway, take care everyone. & oh, good luck SPM-ers..

just a short update, thanks for leaving a comment there to remind me of you all ya.
really motivates me a lot, ^^!